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Sorry

Reasons to Be Happy (I really shouldn’t have to do this for you, and do not assume that I’m lying)

- You are NOT even CLOSE to fat

- You have cute clothes

- Your’e gorgeous (you don’t need people to tell you that all the time in order for you to feel that way)

- You HAVE a home, and it’s not anywhere close to a cardboard box

- You have a family that loves you and cares about you infinitely

- You have the chance to eat every meal every day, whether your’e hungry or not, or if your kitchen is “gross” or not

- You go to the nicest school in the area

- You have friends that also care about you and love you.

The only thing you need to think about, my friend, is your outlook. Why do you over-analyze your personality? What good does that do for you? And please stop thinking your life sucks. It’s not only selfish and immature, but it also puts everyone else down. I know you’re having housing issues and your family seems to be falling apart, but it’s not forever. Dwelling on it, as I’m sure you’ve noticed, DOESN”T MAKE IT ANY BETTER.  There are some people in this world (yes I’m going to be cliche) that get pretty much everything they want. But those are the people that end up getting nothing in the end because they never had to work hard or hope for anything. I hope you take this to heart. You might find that most of your problems will be solved. 

I would like to conclude this in saying that I’m sorry. I definitely have not been a good friend to you. It’s really hard for me sometimes because everything seems to just annoy the shit out of me these days. And I have to admit that it pisses me off that you feel bad for yourself when you have so many things you could be grateful for. I could understand if it was every once in a while, just being moody or whatnot. But it’s ALL THE TIME. I’m honestly jealous of so many things that you have. Again I’m sincerely sorry for making you feel bad. Isabelle and I love you so much and we never meant to hurt your feelings. I hope you aren’t too mad.